Well for those of you reading my blog on a regular, sorry to have let you down by not writing for awhile. My birthday was early in the summer I may be a year older but did I get wiser? or am I still the same, is that just a saying (why do people even say that)?
Okay lets get back to it, this past month has defiantly had it's up's and down's. With the summer being in full swing it seems like I haven't had the ME TIME that I need. Normally I am good at implementing it into my life but as of lately I have neglected myself a lot. On an odd day I am extremely extroverted and on the daily I am an introvert. I thrive being alone and I thrive being around people (a little confusing I know). I also enjoy the peacefulness of being completely alone. It also gives me the chance to recharge and be around people again. Do what yo need to do to recharge because sometimes life is daunting and it gets hard.
I have made some changes and decided to go back to school with the intentions to prioritize my mental health and well being. I celebrate the small victories I have accomplished these past couple years as I learn more about myself. I had the opppurtinty to spend some good quality time with (family and friends) loved ones (grandma). With her living half way around the world it becomes hard to maintain a relationship. The nice thing is that our relationship may go across the ocean and time passes, but when we see each other it is so beautiful and magical. She gives me insight.
This August I lost a friend, she was so vibrant, fierce, caring, sassy, and a star. When she cared about you she cared hard with a heart of gold, and had the biggest personality.Makes you cherish the moments you have with the people in your life. I appriacte and look back on the moments I had with her a lot and it never was a dull moment. The loss of a person is like a part of you diminishes, like a little light goes off. Life sometimes catches up to you and you need to take time to love, reflect and prioritize what is actually important to you.
I may not have gotten any wiser YET but I am constantly learning about myself (I know I sound like a broken record saying that all the time). I learnt the way I deal with hard situations is not necessary healthy, compartmilizng all or any feelings are not dealing with hard situations. Willing to learn and speak to professionals are sometimes needed.
If anyone needs to talk please don't hesitate to reach out to me.
or
the Crisis Line (306)933-6200
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